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fracturedrp2010-12-07 04:08 pm
lynnagain.livejournal.com) wrote in fracturedrp2010-12-07 04:08 pm
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Sometimes, Lynn just knew things, and this was one of those occasions.
Throughout her life she felt a darkness inside of her, something that surfaced when her temper exploded, when she lost control and burned things, or said stuff that hurt people. Her job made it better, her partner, the friends- most of all, helping and improving things. Lately, it seemed like she was cut off from all of it, the darkness inside of her taking over. The voice in her head told her that she would be alone.
Now, she felt it. Cut off from her home world, her family, and now the last straw would be her job and the world that had become home for her.
She pleaded, prayed almost- anything so she wouldn't have to leave.
"Don't make me leave. Please. ...Please."
Throughout her life she felt a darkness inside of her, something that surfaced when her temper exploded, when she lost control and burned things, or said stuff that hurt people. Her job made it better, her partner, the friends- most of all, helping and improving things. Lately, it seemed like she was cut off from all of it, the darkness inside of her taking over. The voice in her head told her that she would be alone.
Now, she felt it. Cut off from her home world, her family, and now the last straw would be her job and the world that had become home for her.
She pleaded, prayed almost- anything so she wouldn't have to leave.
"Don't make me leave. Please. ...Please."